Your True Nature

Most wondrous, each of your has come for that which is then to satisfy your curiosities and to gain for yourself a greater understanding of what it is that you are, why it is that you are, why it is that you have to have pain for being what you are, how it is that you can have some amount more pleasure for being what you are, how it is that you can have some amount more pleasure for being what you are, and how it is that you can interact in the world that you live in that a way that 1is bringing to you more balance and more peace. Some of that will be answered easily for you. Some of it may require for you to then reach deeper into the true identity of you to see it. What I will give to you then is something of an understanding of your nature. The joining, the place that you are. In that you hold an idea of a word that you call duality, you know this thing duality? It is bad and good, good and evil, yes and no, both day and night, black and white, male and female. I will give you small understanding — that is defensive conceptualization. That is big words is it not? These things are fun to find in Chuck’s mind.

In this the perception that there has to be an evil thing says that you are the good thing and anything that is not you is the evil thing. Is that not true? If it is that you wish to test whether that is true someone please raise hand if they believe they are evil. Someone please raise hand if they believe they are good. The place that you may look to things then is in your three dimensional world where you live within a physical body, there are certain things that you must have as agreements between you and all other beings about you and those things look like good if you keep them. They look like bad if someone catches you not keeping them. They are questionable and they weigh heavily upon you if you didn’t keep them and no one caught you yet. Those things that you believe are bad that you have done you will hide, you will protect, you will spend great amount of time defending them. The reality is whether it is that you defend them or not they are still done. So they hold you constantly looking into the past. And then it is you must substantiate — that is another big word in Chuck’s mind — substantiate means to support with that which is buttressing? Most wondrous.

By your form of untruth that you tell yourself you try to make it right. You did this because — you did that because — you had no choice — as if it is that you had seen the clear choice at the time you would have chosen it. The reality is that in each of your moments you do, and you make the choice for yourself that is the greatest pleasure and the greatest joy of that moment. The place where it hurts you is when you look only at that moment. Where you gave up your future joy for the joy of that moment. So, the nature of you is that you are hunting animal. In your physical form that is truly what you are. As it is that you are hunting animal you will only look to that which is the next hunt. That is as far as you will physically look. That is your physical consciousness. The involvement in that — that what results from that single hunt is survival to you. That is your physical nature. Overlaid with that — that is also most wondrous — that means as blanket? You hold a form of which you call civilized consciousness.

What that truly is is your interactive soul and your physical being bubbling up together as a unity that makes you. And that is where you have the concept of bad and good, right and wrong. It is also where you have the concept of time. That is most wondrous. That is where you can form memories. And it is all of those memories, the ones that are untruths, that very often can keep you moving into more untrue things until it is finally you are not even certain what it is that you are. So, tonight we will play with how to get rid of some of those uncertainties of what you are. And be able to perhaps look at the wholeness of you without saying that you are bad or good but with saying that you are and it is what you are that creates, and it is what you are that perceives those creations, and it is what you are that gets to interpret them as pleasure or pain. So perhaps it is if you can learn in this one night how to start interpreting the pleasure of life rather than having to look at the pain, that you can see more of yourself. That is good thing?

(drawing on paper) This is person then. This is any person. Being it is any person, it is you. It holds only a concept of itself that is limited by it’s physical presence. I will show you small thing for your thought. How big do you think you are? What is the limit of you? Close eyes for a moment. Do you feel the persons next to you? Do you feel the persons in back of you and in front of you? Do you feel a room full of people? The true nature of it is that you very much larger than you believe you are. You may open eyes. The nature of what you are have about it a thing that we will call to be spiritual being. It is an encapsulating thing that unifies your soul and your physical animal presence. It unifies the two of these things into that which is a physical manifestation that you believe is you except you never think of it that way. You think you end here. I will give to you small understanding you end as far as your power can extend outward. You end as far as your emotions hold. If you enter this room and you are angered everyone in this room will know your anger. If you enter it and you are feared everyone else will know that fear. They may not know the true nature of that fear but they will feel it because of this. You cannot escape that. And you walk about your life as very large beacons to every other person. That is most wondrous. Have you not wondered why it is that in some days when you awaken and you feel joyous that everything in that day seems to be joyous? Have you not wondered what is different about you this day for some reason or other you have no difficulty meeting members of the opposite sex? Have you not wondered why it is that sometimes you can stand in a room and someone enters that room and you look at them and you understand that they are strength? It is because of this. What it truly is is this looks more like this.

Your conscious mind — that is your aware mind, your awake mind. The thing that you are trying to listen to me with, the thing that you are interpreting the words that I speak to you into meaning to you. That is your conscious mind. It is constantly looking into everything that you have experienced in the past and finding meaning in the present against what has happened in the past. When it does that it is speaking to a place that is your memories. Your yesterday mind, your unconscious mind, your experience mind, the place that holds the pain, the anger, the joy. The place that holds the remembrance of every emotion that has ever been to you. Yours, others around you, every interpreted moment from the moment of your physical birth is held in this place. It is very small in physical size but very large in power, because it is what truly makes your choices for you. You believe this makes the choice.

You believe your conscious rational mind is what drives you every day. You believe that when you get into your automachine it is your conscious mind that is driving. What do you find happens if it is that you are threatened? When do you think? If you waited for your conscious mind to interpret what was going on, all of you would be in these things of wrappings for broken bones. It is attached through a small organ. In your physical brain there is this small organ, you may call it to be a combination of that which is the hippocampus and the thalamic region of the brain. It is the visual cortex and the five senses observance place. And it is that which is a place that balances. It stands as a small guard. It directs things. It directs things through the physical body, and it directs things to the soul and from the soul. That is most wondrous. All of this is complex, it is far easier for you to live each of your days believing that you are you, and allowing yourself to go through it. But that also leaves you a place of wonder why you are here. So I will give you the secret of why you are here. That is good thing? You are here to create and to interact.

Now I will give you the secret of creations. This is not a creation. This is not a creation. This is not a creation. (I seem to remember he is pointing to objects like chairs, tables, etc) This is a creation. What is the creation about this is that to the physical body there is a sense of well being and restfulness. That is the creation. To the emotions there is an interactiveness with others that results in a swirling mist of cooperation of some nature. That is a creation. The relationships that you set yourself with other about you those are creations. Besides being the hunting animal your physical form will not tolerate for long complete isolation from other physical forms. That is because of the nature of you. You want to be with others. Because that is how you create. What results from your creations can be this (chair?) but this one physical item has within it the emotion of involvement of every person that made any part of it; the emotion of involvement for that which is the ones that helped to make the material, the emotions of involvement for the ones that had the pride in making the shape of it, the emotion of everything behind it. This one thing represents in it’s own entirety to that which is the Isness more than six billion creations. That is most wondrous is it not?